i hope u are happy wif your own decision.. i hope we will never ever meet again...

hey is been such a long time since i have not updating my blogg right... well lifes has been ups and downs.. dats also include dearest lately i am mad at him of doing keje bodoh... i dun want to elabrolate...

But anyways yesterday while i was otw home i received a text msg from this someone who used to hate after wat i did to hym in the past.. while at first i taught he send the wrong person so i just reply hym back.. and yup we chat for a while only... well its kind of shocking me dat he texted me..hahaha okie..


well since dearest is BUSY with his SECOND JOB. i must find plan to go out tml.. anyone

last nite for tthe very first time we had a big fight in public... okay fine maybe is just a small issue.. but i just can't accept hym of having too many girls frens.. nie tk boleh jadi he can tell me just a frens but u will never who maybe she has develope some feelings or watsoever.. better time i get home i have no mood to eat...ouh well i dun wanna to elabrote more ..the more i keep typing the more it hurts me...


so as i was reading someone blogg the way she posted its kind of sad story and i feel sorry for her.. i know how she feels well i do hope she would stay strong...

its bn long ive nvr mit up wif him... miz him so much....

ps: luv u so much

Does this love that we had still the same or is it has changed into a better ones. and why these few days i kept thinking about my past i know oh how me and hym met and stuff like that.. its kind of freaky though to have this kind of feeling...

hey readers i know its been quite sometime that i have not update anything rite okay here is the things that i did ove the weekend.

saturday went to baby's party at chalet it was super fun and super kecoh hahaha..and got myself drunk and i was about to go home.ouh wat the hell.. but anyways who cares rite..

okay yesterday went to meet baby and we went to boat quay mac just to upload that pixs but in the end we did not due to slow server.. and after that we chill at mac for a while and after that he sent me back home. went we reach at my void deck we sat down and talk all kinds of nonsense things and suddenly he said this to me "kite da lama tk kiss2" and i was like okay so let it be.. then i told hym this "how come its very seldom to hear i love you from you,ususally he said that whenever he is away from spore or something" but least im glad that we both loved each other i guess so.. well hope our relationship will last

ps:no matter wat happens i will be there for u